the unseen deep water, far deep to lie us down
It’s only a week. Yet the news is killing. It does really kill. The place where I have been working at, where I spent my past two and half years, now has just been killed.
I’m now quite far away. Only wondering from the surface. No one is letting me know. I only have myself tried to find out.
I quit the company only three or four months ago. Not that long to lose all the information. But it seems like no one has survived from the sudden shutdown. I’m here alive, quitting before it dies.
Alone and afar.
Also the death of the Queen.
And the breakup of Leo.
Another longing sadness that still unable to be buried, seeing that long lost man with another girl.
der Sternenkrieg 